the wrong approach

Sometimes I make mistakes like for example judge the thigs without fully know the circumstances. Actually it is always happening when it can.
I always have an opponion about everything, and I like to inform the others about it although I don't have the right to criticise.

When 3D and IMAX (i don't know what is the difference) became trendy in Hungary is the same time for me as the Avatar-mania.
I have never been to a 3D film when i sounded my belief that it will destroy all the values of cinema. I tought that people won't need exciting stories or deeper meanings in the action. I tought it's just a higher level of "die hard" style like car crashes, exploding bombs and shattering buildings.
A few weeks ago I decided to see Avatar. Previus expectations (according to my theory): spectacular, exciting and... and nothing else just a 2 and half hours admiration of "modern" technology.
It was spectacular
It was exciting... And I think It had all the values the films have which I like. Most of all I liked that part when it was about the characterization of mankind. Everywhere they (we) go, they make noise, throw trash, destruct the environment. Don't we have the ability to live in harmony with other living beings?

New..New...New.. New...

After this busy year, I had succesfully taken all my exams! Sooo I made two of the three years in this University. One thing left: a crowded last year :)
As I overstepped that confusing first year, now I think there is nothing which could stop me in being graduated. And after that? I have no idea

And now coming the NNEEEWWW astonishing summer! I'm quit tired to think about those activities I'm waiting for month.
Next week: Lake Balaton, then Efott at Pécs with a little interruption in a distiller (or i don't know how to name it) in Szekszárd.
The reason why I'm afraid of these programmes, because I'm "clean" over one month. No parties, alcohol and cigarettes. Just training for the exams, and swimming almost every day. I feel good without those things, and I can't imagine how to make such a bacspace in my life, and on the other hand I would spend some weeks with my friend, relaxing and give a shit to everything...
sweetest agony :)

After these: one and a half month of learning to the exam in September. XD

Not enough for me

Hm. I haven' t written for a couple of time because I was in Italy in the middle of August. It was exciting. Two interesting events have happened: I have learned the overhand stroke and I have broken my non-whisky period.
After this family journey I've spent 6 hours at home and then I went to the FreshmenCamp (or call it as you like). That means: 5 nights without any sleep or relaxing. I made some friends and listened this:


but it was not enough for me. I slept 4 hours then I went to a party yesterday night and got home for lunch. So it was good
I'll move to the dormitory tomorrow morning. I'm really huhh excited about it.

So from tomorrow I'm a townpeople of Budapest.

After crisis

As I survived that nervous day when it turned out that I'm not accepted to the dormitory now everything is right. First we appealed and they said that I could go to that dormitory from October. I thought this is a very good opportunity and in September I can live with my brother. But yesterday I've found a well situated flat which is very close to the University and it is not so expensive. In this flat I'd live with students from Corvinus too. So it is very tempting.
It follows that tomorrow I'll go to Budapest (by car) and I have a look at the flat although it is under renovations (painting and such things..). The girl who owns the flat said that there is no furniture, but they've already bought new ones. I think she is fairly rich.
So i am very excited about it. I hope it'll be good.

And my dark side: Shellac

It tells everything about pain. More than the: "Bye/Die" one.

Life is full of unexpected opportunities

It's very difficult to do nothing. I have already experienced this when I worked at McDonald's. It was hard when you had to pretend that you have a very important work there.
This week I made some friends. they will be my classmates in the university.
By Friday i will know if they accepted my application to the dormitory or not. It would be fun if they did.
Today I established that the best albums of Blink 182 are Dude Ranch and Enema of the States. According to my taste of music I would say Flyswatter, but there are less then 10 songs on this album.
I have some housework now. I put my school-books into boxes and then I bring them up to the attic. I don't make it very fast because I always dip into them. It is interesting what I wrote sometimes. And also foolish. I don't think that there'll be a book or slip of paper which won't make me laugh.

La fonte du spirit

Demain est le jour quand je recevrai une petite message et la message renfermera si je peux aller au Université ou non. Je pense que j'ai du points qui staisfont la frontiére. Mais, je ne suis pas sure.
Si il y a quelquen qui peut m'aider: Je voudrais un clavier de francais. Est-ce que je peux télécharger sur L'Internet?

Insane

Dreams are so strange. You know when you are running, running and running to get on the train (maybe this is the kind of thing you can't make stereotypes, so--->) I'm running to get on the train but my legs are out of control and i just can't move. The train goes away and i'm left in the middle of the world, in the middle of nothing. And it also happens that i dream about people. I am the one who have to say something very important to another people but when i want to nudge his shoulder my arms are too slow and he leaves before I raise my arms. Strange.
I usually dream the same when it is important to get up early.
I had to get up early today because I have a 3000 HUF work. I have to place the "cash vouchers" and then write the invoices.
I want to go to EFOTT fesztivál. I have already have the tickets but i need pocket money.
This summer I have been at Lake Balaton with my friends. We spent 5 days there. It was good fun. Now comes the festival, and after that I will have a job in the Tax Office. I hope the same work as I do at home.

Yesterday was strange

Yesterday I was in a dilemma, because I was invited to St by my football fan friends. we planned to watch the portuguese against the czeshoslovakaians. I had two reason to not to go. The first one is that I have not gone swimming for two days. And yesterday my neighbour came home so i had a partner. And the second reason is that all of my friends are fans of the portuguese, and i hate them.
So, I think it was a good decision. I went swimming about 5 o'clock and then we had to come home relatively early because of the rain. During swimming It turned out that my neighbour have a symphaty for the czeshoslovakians rather than portuguese. So we discussed that we watch the TV together. It was fun. Especially his father.
At the and of the game we were a bit drunk (3 beers for two).

Je s'aime

J'étais au lycée aujourd'hui. Ma professeur de francais a annoncé que mon bac de francais est tres bien. J'ai 84% par l'examen écrit. Avec l'examen orale ce pourra etre 86 ou 88%.
Dans l'apres-midi, nous avons bavardé et nous avons joué billard. tres interessante, n'est ce pas?
Maintenant je vais regarder un film, apres je vais lire.
Un person n'est que absent... mais je n'ai déja lui connu pas.

Waiting for tomorrow

I think I'm over that distressed period...
There is an Offspirng song called: Dammit i changed again. Now, i can see clear, and i'm free.
My life is going to change tomorrow. I gave up smoking last week (not so long ago), and i found a partner to do sports with. my father was not the best one, and i have tried "some" people, but now i found a mec who is a sportsmen and with who i can chating and joking. So tomorrow i'll get up at 5h30.
If i mentioned Offspring, it causes me difficulties. because i hasitate between two festivals: the Volt, and Hegyalja. I can't make my mind. Which one would be better for me? Both have fantastic programmes (the Volt's includes Offspring).
i'll decide in a week.
I've done my work. I earned 3 thousand HUF. It was an easy job. ohh. jobs. I've written instances, and enclosures to this year's bookkeepings. I only had to know how to use M.Word and Excel. And I know.
In the summer, i'll have two big programmes. The first one is: go to Volt or Hegyalja Festival, the other one is a family trip to Turkey.

By Tomorrow, I start my entertaining new life.
I wish that in the future i'll ignore depressive weeks like the last one.
happy, happy Holiday to everyone!
(fact: seven days without income-calls. But today I realised what i can get from my friends)

Ущерб!

Saturday night i wanted to watch a Woody Allen film which started at 11 o'clock. I missed it cause i've already fallen into sleep. Last night there was a film which started ten minutes before midnight. I very proud (not prude) of me that i managed to kept myself awake, and i watched it. It was about how to find rich men, and how to profit. But during the girl pulled the buffoon's legs, she has fallen in love with a poor one. It was really instructive.
the problem is that good films are in late evening and i have to learn how to rest before them. Maybe i will sleep sometimes in the afternoon.
I want to go to a concert on Saturday. Perhaps I will ask some of my friends to come with me. Perhaps not. That "Last week" still hurts. And as i see this one will be the same.
btw this is my last week at home with myself. During the summer we're going to have a lot of guests and friends, and my parents won't go to work... So i "say goodbye" to this unbearable solitude.

En aimant...

Aujourd' hui j'ai étudié la grammaire francais en écoutant la musique (par example Kaukázus, Foo Fighters). J'ai realisé que il y a le gérondif, le subjonctif et les conditionnels qui sont trés intéressants et utiles. J'ai aussi étudié moins sorte d'utilisation d'infinitif. Le résultat est plus mauvais que les réclames entre des episodes de South Park.
Si tout va bien, je recevrai une bonne note. Demain est le jour le plus problématique (bac de francais).

Steven :D

I'm wondering if there is love in the Universe. Maybe the answer is YES. (maybe :NO but this is not that post.)
The more I tried to find it, the longer I became far from it.
Now... It was different.

Only

"Only" a year passed since I started writing this blog. I wasn't so hardworking in it I know... It's quiet interesting to re-read these posts. I think I have not changed so much. Maybe in this year, the New Year's Eve won't be at my 'garden'. I hope :) Or... I don't really know what i want

To the end of the school term

I'm looking forward to that day, when I wake up at the morning hearing the spokesman on the radio saying: Good Morning everybody! It's 16st June! Cuz I think that will be the last day of school. But time doesn't pass as rapid as I want.
I still have a lot work to do even this week is partytime. On Friday we'll start the night at four o'clock =) After destroy our intelligence and the ambient society I 'll come home.
At the last weekend we had an interesting work. a real job. we worked through 3 days and we'll get 8000HUF which is not enough but that will be my first salary ever. The work was easy and exciting. We counted the passengers of the buses. It was a survey of the local Bus Company. It was funny when people mistook us for controllers. We all enjoyed it.
I decided to write regulary. hope i'll manage to keep

terrible work

It was hard. Too hard for me to bear .
I got up in a two hours late, so I began making the lunch. My mother offered me her help and she made the pancake. M y work was the soup. I had quite a good spirit to do it during my father was talking about the next days night. He caught my eyes not do those things which I have already knew I should workaround. While he was talking I made the lunch, which managed beyond my expectations.
I have cleaned the house. I don't know why. I see no possibility to avoid the cleaning Monday's morning. My parents' re going to leave in 20 hours, and come back on Monday. I hope in the evening.
Tomorrow is time for the party. Time for changes.
According to my horoscope I'm going to fall in love in March. I look forward to live through it...