Solving those problems

I have to profess that I have a really bad feeling about myself because of ingoring this blog so long. I just do some pitiable effort to make my english better and one of my classmate had an advise. He recommended me to write a blog in english. And i tought it is just about that. I have not realise how much I enjoy it (even i make a lot of mistakes)
I have a hungarian blog at www.sors.blogol.hu
So. tomorrow will be the pary of the parties. Or not? The problem is in my head. because i think the Party of The New Years Eve is just for thoso who worked all year and at this night they have a last chance to have a party. But I'm not one of them. The 2007 year was just about entertainment for me. I don't need a last chance. I used the whole year to do what I want.
Even so... I'll go to the party. But just as usual.

Only

"Only" a year passed since I started writing this blog. I wasn't so hardworking in it I know... It's quiet interesting to re-read these posts. I think I have not changed so much. Maybe in this year, the New Year's Eve won't be at my 'garden'. I hope :) Or... I don't really know what i want

sad days

hmm. I have not done anything in the last two week. There is still nobody in my life to trust in and love. why?
Last week my parents gone out and I stayed home with my brother to drink. as we talked about important and more important things he said that he thinks that the reason why I have no lover is I don't want it from my heart. I swear I do. I got everything except this. Friends, Success... what would ever wish for in my teen-age. Except this.

"If you live through this with me I swear that I will die for you"

summer for me

There is no cloud on the sky, the sun shines. I have no motivation to stay inside the house and learn. I feel the energy of summer. And the freedom. I've learnt all the year, I have excellent grades and now it's enough. Fortunately we haven't got examinations at the end of the school term. Now I focus on driving. And sleeping. so bye.

New world!

Yupiiiiiiiii!!! I've passed my examination with flying colours! I'm really proud of it. Now I can start driving which I really like.
On the other hand I've been at beauty-parlor, and at the hair stylist. Just as general. nothing special happened.
Friday! Things go well with my friends so FRIDAY!!!!!! Friday 'll be great!

Not getting well

When I went out at the break to smoke, my ex-boyfriend dropped his searching gaze on me. Maybe he... Too complicated...
We had a typically funny biology lesson today. Nevertheless I hate this subject, these lessons are one of the most ridiculous.
I have something to learn this afternoon. Tomorrow I'll have an examination about which I'm very nervous. It's part of getting my driving licence.
Last week I said to my best girlfriend that she is a faggot. She didn't like it. We haven't spoke to each other since. But I think I was right, and I don't care anymore about her emotional shootings. On that score I won't go to the party on Friday. C'est la vie.
I start learning.

To the end of the school term

I'm looking forward to that day, when I wake up at the morning hearing the spokesman on the radio saying: Good Morning everybody! It's 16st June! Cuz I think that will be the last day of school. But time doesn't pass as rapid as I want.
I still have a lot work to do even this week is partytime. On Friday we'll start the night at four o'clock =) After destroy our intelligence and the ambient society I 'll come home.
At the last weekend we had an interesting work. a real job. we worked through 3 days and we'll get 8000HUF which is not enough but that will be my first salary ever. The work was easy and exciting. We counted the passengers of the buses. It was a survey of the local Bus Company. It was funny when people mistook us for controllers. We all enjoyed it.
I decided to write regulary. hope i'll manage to keep

2007

My headache is still so strong. New Year's Eve was a good party, but not for my examination which will be tomorrow. The guests were well-behaved, the house is in a good condition. They loved the meal I cooked by myself. And the drink we'd bought. We had a Hubertus, Royal, Metaxa, Garrone, Törley for clinking glasses and as much as beer you can imagine.