It was a nice day. it was nice to hear from him that " Nice to see you". When he said it didn't mean that "it IS nice to see me". What he said meant that he waited for that meeting, and it was nice to his heart...
Well. If i right remember there were some days when I tought that "it" can work between us. I changed my mind.
The truth is: my heart suggest something different. Suggest someone different, who is maybe unreachable but thats all.
On the other hand it was pleased to me to hear that he likes me.
And it's my dicision to chase the "old" love. ohhpsz It's not accurate. it wasn't love when we were together. Now it is. And I realised what I did in the wrong way...
The reality is: I won't have chance to do it well. he's out. :'(
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008
"I'm open, you're closed"
I hate myself!!! And want to die because of my silly things. dammit. Why is it?
I've fallen in love with someone who don't care about me. I'm sure. Watching these stupid web-sites and realising that he has his own life. And I' m no more in it.
I don't know what to do. What to do with this feeling, which I think will never end....
Just wipe the tears...
Poor me. that was what I was waiting for... And now. That makes my life comlicated
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
When I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here I've lost my place I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
I hate myself!!! And want to die because of my silly things. dammit. Why is it?
I've fallen in love with someone who don't care about me. I'm sure. Watching these stupid web-sites and realising that he has his own life. And I' m no more in it.
I don't know what to do. What to do with this feeling, which I think will never end....
Just wipe the tears...
Poor me. that was what I was waiting for... And now. That makes my life comlicated
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
When I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here I've lost my place I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Mon Dieu!
I'm really tired of going to school. After this relaxing break I have to do the usual "life" and fight with those nerveus... It's a habit with me to be depressed after good things. But that's life: ups-and-downs, and It's time for me to learn how to deal.
As I wrote I had no inspiration to go a New Year's Eve pary. And... I did it. So I ignored every circumstances and i did what I tought the best for me. The result is: I stayed home...
As I wrote I had no inspiration to go a New Year's Eve pary. And... I did it. So I ignored every circumstances and i did what I tought the best for me. The result is: I stayed home...
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